Defining God

November 17th, 2009

I’m borrowing heavily here from a number of different sources, namely Plato’s cave analogy and some comments by Tozer, but I’ve been meditating on this a lot this week.  So I thought I’d share.

Let’s assume a man born blind, who had never seen color.  How would you describe the color red to him?  You would, by limitation of the subject, have to use other senses to attempt it.  You couldn’t give objects that are red, by the same limitation.  You would have to relate it somehow to sound or smell or touch.  To say the least, it would be difficult.

There is the great old t parable about the blind men who all come upon an elephant.  One touches the hide, one a leg, another the trunk and another a tail and so on.  Bound by their experience and limited by their perception, they each give a different definition of an elephant, which is not an elephant at all.

But what is needed to truly understand the color red or the elephant, is a completely different sense altogether.  The blind men in these analogies need to SEE.

God is the only uncreated being that exists.  And since our only experience is with other created things, we by nature have a faulty definition of God.  We are material and “fleshly”, while God is Spirit, not immaterial necessarily, but made of a different material altogether.  And the only way to have a true understanding of God is to have relationship and experience with Him by that different material … the Spirit.

This is why many people of all theological and political camps serve a very worldly God.  They can only relate to Him through worldly things and therefore can only define and see Him as such.  This ultimately becomes a “work of their own hands” and idolatry since the God they are worshiping is not really God at all.

Even Jesus came up against this limitation.  How often He said, “the Kingdom of Heaven is like …”  But the Kingdom of Heaven is not a pearl or a field or a servant or whatever.  While some teach that Jesus taught in parables to help people understand, the scripture tells a very different story … He told parables as a type of obstacle to see who truly wanted to know God.  Because while the parables related some truth, they were still by nature worldly and must be gotten past to get to the root of truth, a spiritual truth.

We can read the Bible and go to theological schools or what have you, but all that is learning ABOUT him.  That’s like me reading all I could get my hands on to read about my wife, looking at nice portraits of her that others have done, all the while she sits in the room with me.  I could look her in the eye, touch her face, know her intimately.  And yet someone has made me believe that reading books and looking at pictures is actually having a relationship with a PERSON.

If I could trace the problem with Christianity back to one thing, it is this.  We’ve been convinced, and have passed this on to generations, that knowing about God is the same as KNOWING Him.  It’s not.  And yet we settle for something less, arguments about doctrine and theology, as if taking sides on predestination or the sinners prayer means you actually know God.

So how do you have this experience, this relationship with God?  it is reserved for the select few (it is difficult and therefore a narrow way) that will seek after Him with their whole heart.  It is simple, but some people want to live their own lives way too much to truly seek after Him with their WHOLE HEART.

And through the grace and faith available through Jesus, we are given the indwelling Holy Spirit.  This is completely necessary, because what we’ve been given at that point is a new nature, the scripture calls it the “new creation”, and it is a new creation because we have been given the ability to see on a whole new level.  With the Holy Spirit, we are given the uncreated nature to properly commune with the uncreated God.

Jesus told the woman at the well, “God is spirit and must be worshiped in spirit-truth.”  The Greek word there is actually “spirit-truth”, not spirit and truth, as if you could separate the two.  Seeing the whole elephant makes certain arguments unfruitful.  Experiencing God in Spirit gives the proper perspective.

One of the most mis-quoted scriptures is in 1 Corinthians where Paul says, “eye has not seen, ear has not heard, nor has entered into the mind of man the things that God has prepared for those who love Him.”  And then we stop there, throwing up our hands and quit (usually as a license to live our own lives the way we want).  That isn’t the end of the thought, though.  It is only the setup.  The next thought is “but God has revealed it to us by His Spirit, and the Spirit searches ALL THINGS, even the deep things of God.”

This isn’t to completely throw all theology out the window.  You can call a monkey an elephant, but it isn’t actually an elephant.  God does have aspects of Himself that are true and unchangeable, no matter what our modern sensibilities might think archaic or progressive.

It might surprise you, but God doesn’t really care what we or celebrities or philosophers think of Him.  He is.  Take Him or leave Him (I would strongly suggest the taking part, as difficult as it is … way cooler in the long run), but He’s not changing, nor is he in need of enlightenment or a modern makeover to be relevant.

But we make the mistake of taking those theologies and doctrines, some of them very true and central, and using them as a substitute for actually knowing Him deeply and intimately.  And by such substitutes, we must rely upon modern day priests to mediate for the laity.  Doctrines are passed down but not what truly matters: do you hear God talk to you?  Do you obey when He speaks?  Communing with God gives life to truth, otherwise you’re parroting words.

You have to see God by the Spirit to truly follow Him.  Otherwise you’re just following another man’s walk, if you’re that lucky.  He might be only describing God’s butt, and then writing books and starting a whole denomination based on his experience with God’s butt.

As a leader, I have for some time focused my concern not on doctrine alone (yes, important), but more importantly on whether or not people know God.  Really know Him.  Why?  I completely trust the Spirit to do exactly what is necessary.  I believe that God wants people to follow Him more than I do, and He woos and calls.  I try to be very sensitive to whether people are following the call to Christ Himself or to me or my teaching.  There is a difference.

Unfortunately, many other leaders I talk to see this as leading to chaos.  I think God can be way more in control than we or our organizations can be, and it will look much cooler and be so much more genuine when we let Him be the Shepherd He wants to be.  And I also heartily believe that the world will see an expression of Christ through His people not seen since the first couple centuries.  Maybe even greater than that.

But I’m pretty weird sometimes.

So in conclusion, I encourage you (and myself … this journey isn’t done for any of us!) to get to the place where you hear from God and obey the Spirit when He speaks to you.  Let me warn you though.  This is not for the faint of heart.  You will probably say “woe is me” a few times and feel like you’re dying to what you want a lot of the way.  But you’re being built into a habitation for Him to dwell in and express Himself through, if you’re willing.  You’re basically trading your life for His life.  You can’t have both.  But in the end you don’t get to keep yours anyway, so it’s a pretty good deal.

Peace.

Politics and Compassion

November 14th, 2009

If anything convinces me that I don’t want to be a liberal or a Democrat, it is the way they treat others who happen to disagree with them.

Ironic to me that those supposedly dominated by compassionate ideals would say such horrendous things about another human being.  And the only true distinction made is political beliefs.  Rapists and adulterers are defended ad nauseum if they happen to support liberal causes, and perfectly fine people, at least as far as we know, are accused of the most horrible motivations.

I’ll give an example.  For some reason, Sarah Palin is the beneficiary of such hate in ways that would appall liberals if the same actions were levied against one of their own.  How would they feel if conservatives made T-shirts calling Pelosi or Hillary Clinton a “c*nt” or hacking in her private email or burning down the church building she attends?  This doesn’t include the constant references to her being “stupid” or an “idiot” or her abilities as a wife or mother, which again, would be a reprehensible attack against feminism if done to a liberal female political leader.

Of course, the way George Bush was attacked for 6 or 8 years was borderline insane.  It is not insane to disagree with his political ideas, even all of them, but insane to interpret everything he does as not only wrong but motivated by some deep evil intent.

As I’ve made my own observations or opinions known, I’ve been accused of just blindly accepting all conservative beliefs, and someone who is supposedly my friend recently implied that any misgivings I might have about universal healthcare is related to a desire to see more poor people die.

Others might be different, but for me, that’s probably not the way I’m going to begin to consider a differing view, and that’s for two reasons.  Number one, it shows a lack of an ability to truly hear what another is saying, which by nature means that no intelligent conversation or exchange will take place.  And two, if you have to insult others to make your point, you don’t actually have one.

All of this has led to my stubborn refusal to question Obama’s deep motivations while disagreeing with his policies and ideas.  Because seeing the ugliness of that level pervasive in the media, I choose not to step down to it.

It is my right, and some might even say duty, to disagree with leadership where conscience dictates, and it is the duty of citizens and educated people to critically analyze the ruling power, but I cannot know the deep motivations of the heart of another man … unless God somehow reveals them to me.

There were things Bush did that I did not think were wise, but for all I know he did them out of a desire to help and do a good thing, as wrong as those things might have been.  I feel the same way about Obama.  He truly believes that doing certain things will help others.

And even my stubborn refusal to question Obama’s deep motivations have gotten dirty looks from my conservative friends at times.  Of course my conservative friends are just as capable of saying the same types of things.  Like “Obama wants to destroy our nation” or other things.  And when I open my big mouth to make sure I don’t take part in questioning aspects of character I can’t know, then an awkward vibe settles on the room.

And where Obama has done things that I think are good or positive, I have and will continue to acknowledge those things, something most liberals were not able to do for 6 years or so for the previous president.  And I will not oppose something just because Obama does it.  That is also a sign of closed-mindedness that is unhealthy in life, not to mention a republic.

To be honest, I kinda feel for Obama at times.  While I disagree with 90% of his policy, the dude can’t swat a fly at a speech or try to encourage students in education without someone making more out of it than it is.  So this is also a suggestion to my more conservative friends to disagree on issues of substance and be willing to listen and weigh things out before reacting.

And to those of my liberal friends who are willing to engage in real life and realize that politics is largely forgettable in the grand eternal scheme of things: thank you for listening to me express my view at times without questioning my character or intelligence.  I hope to continue to make informed decisions of my own and respect the rights of others to do the same.

Peace.

Welcome Back from the Jungle

November 13th, 2009

About a year and a half ago, I got more serious about my songwriting.  I’d been seen by others, and even saw myself, as a fairly gifted and talented songwriter.  So as my desire to be the “artist” or performer has somewhat subsided, I decided to try and concentrate more on seeing if I could just write songs and possibly sell them.

While I realized this was difficult, I can say even now that I had only an inkling of an idea of how difficult it could be.  Not impossible, surely, but one of the more difficult things I could try to accomplish in this life.

And the humbling part has been the realization that while my songwriting has been top notch for local bands and the local scene, I seriously needed to work more on the craft of songwriting, especially as I began to explore a new genre and style for me: contemporary and modern country.

Now, those of you who have known me for a long time, you know that the last thing I would have ever found myself writing or enjoying was country.  But country music has changed over the last ten to fifteen years, and I’ve enjoyed it more and more as it has changed.  It is no longer the country of Randy Travis, Merle Haggard, Dolly Parton, Hank Jr., and George Jones.  A more modern rock and pop sound has dominated modern country in recent years, just with a more country flavor.

While I’ve heard other people grimace at such a change to their traditional country … I’ve begun to really enjoy the music.

So I joined a little organization called TAXI and have been submitting songs to them, getting rejected, and working on aspects of my songwriting.  Every year in November TAXI has what they call the Road Rally in LA.  i didn’t go last year, but I really felt like I needed to go this year, even to the point of leaving my month old daughter and missing a dear friend’s wedding.

I could take a guest, so my good friend Josh went with me.  I also have some family in the LA area, so I got to visit with them while drinking from the music business firehose.

Registration for the Road Rally started on Thursday night, so we found a cheap flight out to Burbank.  We left my house at 4:30 am and got there at around 11am Cali time.  My uncle Dave came to pick us up and then we did a little drive through tour of Hollywood and downtown LA, which was incredible.  We ate lunch at Phillippe’s, a very popular place in downtown LA that serves French dip sandwiches.  They had ten lines going at lunch, each about twenty people deep.  We each had lamb French dip sandwiches.  Very good.

Then Uncle Dave dropped us off at the hotel and we checked in and got in line for registration.  After registration, I talked with my cousin Rick (one of Uncle Dave’s sons) and he took us to a local Mexican restaurant which was also good.  I hadn’t talked to Rick in a while and it was good to catch up with him.

We got back to the hotel exhausted.  Josh went to sleep and I checked out the open mic in the main ballroom for about an hour before coming back up to crash myself.

The Road Rally is basically a conference with all these seminars with things about the music business.  Everything from songwriting to marketing to publishing and recording.  I mainly focused on the songwriting part of it.

Friday morning started with a great intro by Jeffrey Steele, a highly successful songwriter in Nashville.  He has written songs like “What Hurts the Most”, “These Days”, “International Harvester”, and “Brand New Girlfriend.”  All great songs, and he had a lot of great advice and a great story and even had an amazing performance at the end of his session.  He was definitely a highlight.

Some overall thoughts on the weekend.  If you’ve never been around a host of people who make music and wanna be creative, it is a very cool vibe.  The energy was amazing.  Just being around a lot of people who are passionate about the things you’re passionate about was very encouraging.  There was a lot of meeting new people and networking, and even late night jam sessions … that I didn’t participate as much in, but Josh did!

You also have to be very patient to do what I’m trying to do, and be very good not only at writing but REwriting.  One presenter, very successful in the songwriting business, had his first song on an album after rewriting it SEVEN times.  What if he had given up?  Even then, it took years to see the money from that song.

Jeffery Steele talked about when he was hired to write a song for a boy band in the 90’s.  The band was Westlife, and the song he wrote for them was “What Hurts the Most”, which is, in my opinion, an amazing song.  But Westlife passed.  Seven years later, a country/rock band, Rascal Flatts, recorded it and had a huge hit.  SEVEN YEARS later.

Most songwriters don’t “make it” as songwriters because they’re just not patient enough.  They give up.  One songwriter on a panel talked about moving to Nashville in 1980 and not getting his first song on an album until 1995.  That’s fifteen years.

So while I’m hopefully closer than fifteen years away since I’ve been writing songs for a long time already, what if it takes years to be that good, that connected, and get that one opportunity?  Years of rejection is daunting for any artist, but will the ultimate goal be worth it?  To me, yes.  Others will make excuses.

I am a good songwriter.  Maybe a great one.  But I am not yet a consistently astounding songwriter.  That takes more learning and growing as a musician and writer and just writing lots of songs and continually getting better.

Did I learn a lot last weekend?  I did learn some, but most of it was either learning things I already know to a deeper level or just new bits and pieces here and there.  The biggest impact for me was realizing, especially after hearing professional songwriters talk and share, that I am on the right track to being that good.  And if I’m patient, I’ll get there.

Getting to see my family was also very cool.  I had never just gone to visit Uncle Dave and Aunt Sonnie, and getting to see my cousins Rick and Tracy was great.  Tracy is also a musician and songwriter and she’s been getting into trying to write professionally as well.

On Sunday night, while Josh crashed again, I went with my Uncle Dave and Aunt Sonnie to this great pasta place in Santa Monica.  I got the garlic chicken thing, but there was this atomic pasta on the menu that looked interesting.  Aunt Sonnie got it, and when I tried it, I was completely amazed at how good it was.  I should have gone for it!

So in conclusion, I have things to work on with my songwriting, skills to practice, more things to expose myself to.  In the meantime, I need to find a job that can help me support my family, as any aspiring musician or songwriter has done.

For those of you who have been so supportive and encouraging, thank you so much.

Peace.

Some related thoughts on the health care debate

October 23rd, 2009

Been a while since I’ve weighed in, for various reasons, but it seems like Pelosi and the Democrat leaders won’t have the votes to get a public option.

As I’ve said before, I don’t mind a public option in the health care bill.  If all there was to worry about was a public option, I wouldn’t be so worried.  In fact, I would fully support a bill that ONLY had a public “option.”  The conservatives are making way too big a deal about the public option.

But the part that concerns me is the part that remains in the bill.  Penalizing people for NOT having health insurance?  It is in the bill even though a few months ago, Obama said he was against it.  Of course there are several other measures that limits the freedom of the public to make choices (or penalizes or taxes them for them), and puts the power in the hands of the government to choose those limits.  In other words, if it were just about more or better choices for the citizens, then fine.  But there is too much associated with this bill that goes beyond that to control over others, and I just can’t agree with that.

I’ve lived in a country with socialized health care.  And the Korean system was great.  But it didn’t seek control over people as it provided health care.  I’ve seen a system where you can have socialized health care without the communist control, and it was fine.

Peace.

Defining Neo-Communism

October 23rd, 2009

Obama isn’t a socialist or a communist.  He’s a neo-communist.

Now, before you think I’m calling him names, I am using these terms in their true sense.  I’m not trying to put Obama down as if he’s a “commie”, or even criticize him, but the correct terminology of his political philosophy and practice is neo-communism.

Socialism and communism are close enough that people get them confused.  They do overlap to a degree, but there is a significant difference between them.

Socialism is, simply, a political belief that it is the job and responsibility of the government, the state, to provide basic amenities for its citizens, especially for those that have not.  Things like housing, food, clothing, education, and now health care are all in this mix.  As many conservative Christians might find it hard to believe, many Christians were involved in the early stages of what socialism looked like in the West, i.e., the Social Gospel.

Communism differs on a couple key points.  While communism also sees the role of the state to provide, it goes even further to guarantee complete equality of station.  One person possessing more than another is inherently wrong, in their view.  In order to insure this, the state must have an inordinate amount of power to enact these changes and force compliance with their view, including the suspension of many of what are human rights, or the rights inherent in any free society: free speech, free press, freedom of religion, etc.  Communism is completely atheistic.  Communism believes it takes a revolution, usually violent, to achieve at least begin down the path towards utopia.

After WWII and through the Cold War, the initial manifestation of communism has utterly failed.  it’s been a failure everywhere it has been attempted.  Some of the most dismal places on earth are communist countries.

What about China and Vietnam? you might ask.  Good question.  Those two countries were extremely depressed economically until they began to embrace capitalistic ideas and morph them into their own.  In an ironic turn of events, China recently encouraged our current president to enact some free market solutions.  Hopefully he listens.

So as traditional communism failed worldwide, communists in democratic nations adjusted their methods, but not some of the basic belief system.  Gone are the notions of violent revolutions and atheism.  Communists realized they could slowly, step by step and without making a big deal about religion, achieve their goals by working within the system to overthrow it from within.  And as long as religion can be manipulated to move them down that path, all the better.

This is not, then, traditional communism.  So calling Obama a communist is not accurate.  But neither is he simply a socialist.  He is of this newer philosophy that I call neo-communism.  Others might use the term, but I haven’t heard it used before.

While the focus on a violent revolution, a revolution is still the goal, however evolutionary the revolution might be.  Behind this evolution are still very strong communist beliefs: the increased power of the state over individual freedoms that will insure equality of station.

The first liberal/leftist response is to call such a notion paranoid or some sort of conspiracy theory nonsense, but it doesn’t take much digging to see that the extreme left, while offended to the public eye, admits such things openly among themselves.  In an unprecedented time in history when everything is recorded and put on youtube, you can hear much of it from their own lips, or read it from their own books.

Obama and the extreme left believes, wholeheartedly, that it is in the best interest of the nation to have more control over the banks, private corporations, and the health care sector.  If there is a problem, or more specifically, if they feel there is a problem, the solution is always more regulation and government control and spending.  In spite of evidence of the failings of such things, things like public education and health care are sacred.  All dissenting opinion is dangerous and must be marginalized as much as possible.

This belief does not make Obama and other neo-communists evil or bad people, necessarily.  They act according to a strong conviction and their own perspective.

But if it looks, talks, and acts like a Marxist, it’s a Marxist.  And no amount of outrage at the term, which is Cold War loaded, i agree, changes the facts.  Obama and the extreme left are neo-communists.

And while the notions themselves are held by more of a minority in our country, because the bulk of the media and the entertainment industry is on board with these principles and the direction, it seems more prevalent than it is … and cooler than it is.

But despite the propaganda to the contrary, many still oppose these principles, both citizens and elected officials.  Even people within Obama’s own party oppose the most extreme of them.

Which is the beauty of a republic.  Differing opinions can exist freely.  And dissent keeps a republic healthy.  The pendulum will swing again and dissent will be healthy then, too.

Peace.

This is funny

September 23rd, 2009

Democrats on an escalator

Peace.

This made me want to hit someone …

September 11th, 2009

I mean, I knew that ACORN was bad, but just a big WOW.

and part 2

By the way, Obama gave these people billions of dollars in his “stimulus” plan … good job, there.

Peace.

This Made Me Cry …

September 2nd, 2009

with joy that someone else is saying it.  John Piper is, quite literally, DA MAN.

Peace.

Some thoughts on Paradigms and Proselytes

September 1st, 2009

Being involved in ministry, reading as much as I do, teaching in public and private education, and living among a missionary community, people talk a lot about paradigms.  And to some degree, it is fine.  The “how” and “why” of things are both important discussions to have.  I never want to completely divorce ourselves from such conversations, especially if we are truly seeking what God would have us do.

But there are some who become so enamored with a paradigm that it literally becomes idolatry.  That is harsh, I know, but it is that dangerous.  While Moses is on the mountain, we make a golden idol out of our own culture (the Israelites identified themselves as shepherds).  The golden serpent used by Moses to stop a plague was burned as an idol a couple hundred years later.

This is the way with God.  People should learn this, but we don’t.  We are very hard headed (or stiff-necked, if you like that term better).  We like our ways better.  They feel more safe and secure.  And sooner or later, people equate God’s working with the vessel He might have used.

As I’ve said time and again, God uses jackasses, but that doesn’t justify the jackass.  Just because God might have used something once, or even for a time, that doesn’t prove it has His seal of approval.  It just means He’s merciful, loving, and long suffering.

The danger comes when people become proselytes for formulas, paradigms, systems, organizations, or the teachings of men.  The gospel isn’t megachurch or house church, it is Christ.

I said something similar to a brother the other night while we were talking at a bar (gasp!).  As we were talking about the supremacy of Christ, I explained that “I am not here to preach house church.  I’m here to preach Christ.”  Most of you know we have a fellowship that meets in our home, and if you have to give that a name, then fine, you can use house church or organic church or whatever.  But even definitions of house church or organic church don’t fully express what the heart of the Body of Christ is to be (and what we are attempting to be).  They may be closer, but closer still isn’t a bullseye.

Funny enough, my young friend in the bar was surprised.  Why?  Most people end up becoming a proselyte for the traditions or teachings of men instead of Christ and His Church.

In reality, every paradigm has its pitfalls.  Paul warns churches about all kinds of things, all the time.  You’re never gonna find a formula or system or structure that diminishes problems or contentions.  In fact, the closer you are to real relationship and biblical church the more you’ll expose.  Any attempt to gloss over the pitfalls, to deny them, or to be uber defensive about your paradigm, the more you become a Pharisee.

So my counsel is … keep your mouth shut about your paradigm.  Do all you can to get people to see the supremacy of Christ and the need to love one another as Christ loved us.  If you produce a people who give all they have and go out and turn a world upside down, you’ve done something right, and it probably had very little to do with your model.

Peace.

A couple links to a good article …

August 31st, 2009

There is a good article on Out of Ur over the last week, in two parts, that I thought was excellent.  While I don’t know if I agree with using only Calvin’s idea of what the church is, the basic principle applies.

There is NO Virtual Church Part 1.

And here is part 2.

Good stuff.

Peace.